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| Pure Path to Destination and Death |
I am not an angel and not a devil but I have a confused
personality as I don’t know as if I am following a right path. I always tried
to find it from the books of Religion, and from the guidelines of great
personalities. I can distinguish the right from wrong at least I can say this.
But don’t have courage to stop something that is evil inside me. I like to go
out and seek pleasures, and to enjoy every moment.
But something stops me from doing so, and it is my
self-conscious that is subject to deep rooted elements of morals that were
induced in me. Then I am not a kind of person who will go for things that gives
me a roller coaster ride of emotions and finally put up in a great guilt. I
know what I suppose to do, and I am happy the way I am here. I don’t want
freedom from the chains that are self-proclaimed but are too real!
The will and determination to fall into prey of situations,
and to be carried away by negative emotions out of nowhere. It know the
momentary pleasure won’t give me or anybody a peaceful mind. I will keep on
regretting what I have sinned or ruined as a personal entity. Thane what makes
me go by a storm of emotions and desires. It is due to my failures and
disturbed life pattern. Someone and many turns in my life ruined my life for no
good reasons.
I am all awake but still live in dreams of finding an ideal
world where everything will be according to my liking. Has anyone find it out
on this decaying world. It is a matter of question that I will never be able to
share, and to care. I know that I love what seems to me a great thing but does
it will make me really happy.
There is no guarantee and I know that life is too short to
waste in desires that will only ruin your soul, and to let you in greater pains
and regrets. I want to be free of my responsibilities, to inhale an air of
freedom. Perhaps a day of life just according to my wishes. I am what I am and
there is something really great about a feeling of love for your own self. You
need to be all in store of happiness that will arrive from anywhere
We all will die one day or other and does it make a
difference as if we could do something really exceptional in this world. Only
thing that will matter will be the peace and prosperous life. But don’t get
confused by prosperity as I don’t mean to collect more and more of worldly
things, money and other stuff. Yes! This is important but more than that it is
about what kinds of desires you got filled up in this little life and how
strongly and peacefully you could live is the most important thing!!
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